Somewhere Between Gravity and Dust
The stairwell smells of boiled cabbage,
but when I look up,
the skylight is a glassy pupil,
the sky behind it vibrating.
A cockroach disappears into the baseboard—
its body a fraction of night
that forgot to leave.
I keep thinking about astronauts
eating peaches from a tin can,
their teeth sinking into light
older than the pyramids.
Every place has its own orbit:
the laundromat, with socks
spinning like shy galaxies;
the bus stop, where rain gathers
in the seat of a plastic chair,
a small ocean waiting for a passenger.
I once found my mother’s hair
woven into the lining of a winter coat.
It was years after she died.
The strand clung to me all day,
tethering me the way Earth tethers
whatever dares to leave her.
Maybe that is place—
not the street names, not the walls,
but the sudden gravity of a thing
you didn’t know you carried.
And when I lie down,
the ceiling fan slices the air
into four invisible directions.
I imagine following one forever,
until I fall out of the known,
the way a child falls asleep mid-sentence—
a body spinning,
a voice unfinished,
the room still listening.